i always knew in my heart
that you are the sweetest and kindest man
the one i knew right at the start….
the only love i may never understand
is a love so strong and deep.
though you say your heart is cold,
to everyone but me..
underneath the ice is a heart of gold
it just takes time till you set it free…
i know you love so very deeply.
i only see how beautiful you really are…
inspite of unheald wounds and scars
you are the most loving man i allowed
to love me with the love that grow stronger in time
…that makes my heart beat fast and loud.
even if you refuse to see how wonderful you will be
when time comes that you have jumped
over the hurdles that make you really free
from the cells inside your mind
in time, the right answers, you will come to find.
i believe so much in my heart and my soul
that your search and conquest to be as whole
as you can be would lead you to be true
to yourself, to your soul and your heart
….i always always believe in you….
please don’t ever doubt for a minute that i don’t ….and when you say that i try to change you to be who you are not, it is not because i try to control you… i want you to know that i believe in the goodness of your heart that you are better than how you see yourself. and everything that you will ever want in your life… would be yours…. when you feel the time is right for you to jump over the hurdles, i will cheer you on and when i only say the things you refuse to hear…. it is because i love you and i only want you to know that i understand and there is nothing that we can keep from each other…
we will always be CONSTANTLY a work in progress… and i love you.