All alone, late at night
I lie awake in bed
In the dark, I see a light
As my heart repeated what you said.
But my mind tells me to forget
Every word you said to me
Because someday I might regret
And I will be sorry.
I know that I truly believe in you
And as much as I really want to
My heart is crushed because
To forget you would be my loss.
Each and everynight I cry
I bathe myself with pool of tears
To walk away, I know I’ll die
But my heart hears
All the words you said to me
Even if it gets so lonely
As I lie awake and think of you
My heart tells me you’re true.
It breaks me inside each night
We stay apart
But I know we have to do it right
For us to make a beautiful start.
I am not afraid to gamble
My heart and my soul
But if this wouldn’t be easy for you
I guess the only thing that I can do
Is to let you watch me as I try
To let you go as I slowly die
And give you the peace and harmony
That you have gotten used to
Before you were brought back to me.
My heart will always belong to you.
You tell me that I should have faith
And I should learn to trust
I do with all my heart and wait
But I fear… and though I must
Try to hold on a little bit longer
You said our love is much stronger
…I couldn’t even tell
Which pains me more so…
Should I cry and dwell?
Over the thought of letting you go.
You say that all this is part of the plan
For the joy that awaits you and i
And when the day comes for us to be one
There’d be no more tears to cry.
You said that we found each other…
Somehow, this is our forever
I cannot help but sit down and ask why
Its so hard to let the feelings die.
It is not you… that I am scared of
I fear nothing but I fear the love
That has made me fight and defy
Everything that I thought to deny
…I should not fear love… a love so true
I fear the strength that I am to become
Because of the love that I have with you
I begin to fear less, until I know
There isn’t anything that I cannot forgo
I love you more than I can ever do
You whispered in my ear
That you love me that much too
And my heart will always hear
But the yearning to spend a moment
With you is raging a war in the present
Because of your choices that would leave me
Hanging my heart on the line
For trusting you too much to see
The love that flourished over time.
I never wish to hold back
All the love inside my heart
Yet sometimes i lose track
And learn to part
With what is real inside my heart.
and so again, I wish to unopen
the river of time to be broken
and let it stand still
as our love forever will
find its own way to defeat
barriers that we come to meet
and as I try to be strong
i have to weaken my heart
so that I would stand along
and listen to what only my heart can hear
as your voice softly embraces my fear.
When I try to leave..
please never let me go
Always remind me to believe
The way you did when I get shallow
Because in my heart, it has come to know
That there won’t ever be a love
Like ours in the world that can move
Mountains and swim the deepest waters
Cross the line and borders…
Always assure me of what we have
I fear nothing but only for love
That I will allow to make me vulnerable
And accept what is unfathomable
Only you have ever told me words about fate
What is meant for us will always be
The sweetest love we can wait
Please let me trust the heart that is for me.
Let your words linger in the air
As I try to lay my heart and soul bare
As I fight the war and the battle
As my love for you I would gamble
….my own happiness to let you grow and be
You tell me that our love always will
Find its own way to our destiny
To wait….only wait and it will reveal
As we take a leap of fate
And jump to what will come
Forever with you is worth the wait.
I love you. I really do
And I know you feel the same way too
But I cannot last another day
Wishing to find another way
To keep you here with me at night
As I cry and pray to make things right
Maybe our prayers have been answered
And to be apart is the price we have to pay
I know, and you know we are always heard
Deep in our hearts because our love has stayed
Through time and distance… we played
With our fate but it still led us back
To be where we are to stay right on track
To live our lives with the only love
That was given to us from above…
So help me please as I try to stop
Myself from all the pain inside
To yearn a love that is mapped
For us to love and to hide.
I love you. and please let that be
The only truth that you will ever see
Because you will always be the only one
In my life, in my heart …and my soul
We have true love… my love don’t run
One day, we would have it all
Have faith in our hearts and our love
You love is the only peace I have.
Please be patient with me this time
I love you and believe in that
I cant wait to say that I am
Right all along just you wait and see
Let me do it right… please allow me
We have a love that no one can destroy
Let me love you and let me show you
A temporary fix is nothing to lasting joy
Give me a chance to prove you now
Allow me to give you all the love
That I have held back over the years somehow
Let me show you what I am made of.
All these I do is all because
I will give you the greatest life at all cost
Believe me and trust my love for you
I know you are the only one I’ll ever love so true.
I want that love from you…
and I only want to be good for you
if I make life a little less uneasy that what youre used to
I wouldn’t allow myself if only for a minute
….because I only take heed of my own desire
And that is how you fuel up my fire.
I am so lost and so confuse
I cannot bring myself to refuse
My heart and my soul’s excuse
It is you who I yearn… it is you who I am here for
And all I want to do is to love you more.
Beyond what I can ever tell my heart and soul
To forget US is life forgetting about all
That I have waited to have all my life
And even as the night
Turns to day and so one less of stuggle
To the desire to forget the greatest pain of all
….it is not in loving someone who cannot love me back,
But it is in the love we have that
I cry everynight pool of tears wishing you were here
Wrapped in your arms where I do not fear
The love you can give me and the love that i
Should trust to never again deny
my heart from you and so I gamble
the love that has made me yearn and be vulnerable.