I had everything planned out for tonight

I laid out scented candles ready for a light

Prepared vodka for your drink,

All you had to do was wink.

I scrubbed the floor to be clean

Just in case, there we would begin

Or maybe we could play in the water,

And make music together.

Our bodies would’ve danced

Our fantasies… coming to reality for once

A little effort would’ve made it possible

All i had to do was go the extra mile

And I know I would give you a reason to smile….

I wanted to make up for what did not transpire

Little did you know, we were playing with fire

And when you sparked it up, we would burn

If i had given in to what i yearn.

I sent everyone away tonight

Letting you in my room would cause a plight

But i was willing to face all that…

Because it had to be you

But I am by far so very lucky

Because you obviously have better things to do.

Everything you wanted, I was going to be.

It was all talk with others, but i gave you honesty

You would’ve been the only guy in years,

Thank God i resisted…

Or i would’ve ended up, bathed in my own tears.

I was amazed with our connection

Letting go… and letting be… with our passion

I am a lady, and i know that i am

Where the heck did all that talk from you come from?

Whatever happens will happen

But it did not and thank you once again,

I would’ve taken you away….

Far more than i could say

You had your chance but you blew it all away.



did you think you were gonna get a good ending like the one in LOVE & WANTING FOR MORE?

ever thought that rejection hurts? well… this one didn’t. thank God.

what the heck was I thinking? It would’ve caused a very very chaotic event. LOL…

The Lord has better plans and I am glad that He has. 🙂


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