I had everything planned out for tonight
I laid out scented candles ready for a light
Prepared vodka for your drink,
All you had to do was wink.
I scrubbed the floor to be clean
Just in case, there we would begin
Or maybe we could play in the water,
And make music together.
Our bodies would’ve danced
Our fantasies… coming to reality for once
A little effort would’ve made it possible
All i had to do was go the extra mile
And I know I would give you a reason to smile….
I wanted to make up for what did not transpire
Little did you know, we were playing with fire
And when you sparked it up, we would burn
If i had given in to what i yearn.
I sent everyone away tonight
Letting you in my room would cause a plight
But i was willing to face all that…
Because it had to be you
But I am by far so very lucky
Because you obviously have better things to do.
Everything you wanted, I was going to be.
It was all talk with others, but i gave you honesty
You would’ve been the only guy in years,
Thank God i resisted…
Or i would’ve ended up, bathed in my own tears.
I was amazed with our connection
Letting go… and letting be… with our passion
I am a lady, and i know that i am
Where the heck did all that talk from you come from?
Whatever happens will happen
But it did not and thank you once again,
I would’ve taken you away….
Far more than i could say
You had your chance but you blew it all away.
ever thought that rejection hurts? well… this one didn’t. thank God.
what the heck was I thinking? It would’ve caused a very very chaotic event. LOL…
The Lord has better plans and I am glad that He has. 🙂