at first she thought losing him was the hardest
but as the days go by, she began to confess
she was relieved, she was somehow glad
that it didn’t turn out to be so bad.
she thought that if he’d leave, she wouldn’t be whole
but as the days go by, she finally found her goal
she was trapped; she wasn’t free…
he deprived her to be what she was meant to be
she wanted to cry when she found out about his affair
she wondered why life wasn’t fair
when all she did was cater to his every need
and yet he still had to go and leave.
nothing she ever did was right in his eye
though there weren’t tears, inside she did cry
she stood by him despite his abuse
she thought he was true but she must’ve been confused.
there was a weight on her shoulder once
but it was gone when he told her there isn’t any chance
she never thought she would feel calm and inner peace
to be free from him finally gave her a moment of bliss.
she was free from a passionless and one sided marriage
and she had to process each and every stage
she knew she had to, so she prayed for forgiveness
a precious gift she gave herself to find happiness.
she never held any anger for him at all
though he wanted her to break down and fall
she knew nothing would ever make him happy
so he was blinded by something temporary.
instead of feeling shame, guilt and remorse
he turned to anger, hate and turned worst
doesn’t matter how inhumane he has treated her
she chose to forgive him…
and that’s what made her stronger.
she thought he was her true love
and she thought he was someone she couldn’t let go of…
how he treated with disrespect like a dirt,
she held on for fear that it would hurt.
so here she is now, he made her a stronger person
he broke her wing but she still soar high with passion
let him belittle her, let him turn the table
she vowed to rise above this…
she vowed to rise above her fall.