Today I went for a drive
Stopped at the road
Thankful to be really alive
And for my beautiful abode.
Among many other things
I know I truly am blessed
To be where I am now
I know I have only the best.
Some may say that I
Have been hurt and yet
They haven’t heard my cry
How soon I could forget…
All I know is that
In spite of all the woes
I have surely passed the test
That’s why I am so very blessed.
I love to feel the wind
On my face as I begin
To drive the long and endless road
Not knowing where to go,
I stepped on the gas and drove.
I cherish every little thing I see
The mountains from afar
The green grass and the tall trees
I took a left and went to the seas.
I took a photograph of the silent water
That has probably been there forever
I listened to the little waves
As it crushed against the rocks
How my restless soul behaves
As I see a boat docks.
Birds flew on the endless sky
Clear blue and over high
I knew these are the things that i
Longed for so quite some time
Its so perfect like a song that rhymes.
How I revel on the quiet and still
I have learned to finally feel
God has made so many things to see
His miracles has done wonderfully
If only everyone would be able to know
How it is to be alive… really alive and go
To where we truly belong… and that is within
So much things are left unseen.
I guess I just couldn’t get enough
When my soul has finally learn to laugh
In spite of the times when it gets tough…
I am still ever so grateful for the trials
That come my way…
For I know in my heart, I could smile
And it will be for just quite a while.
Some may see me as a chaos
But it doesn’t matter to those
Who I love dearly and hold close to my heart
For they know that I was born to be like this
Right from the very start.
I may lead a chaotic life on the outside
But that’s because that is where
I can find my peace inside.
If only they would step out of their comfort zone
And let loose and let go of the life they’ve always known
Then maybe one would learn to see the joy
That things money cannot buy
Sometimes I tend to be coy
And yet I don’t feel shy…
To live the life we have only now
To its fullest then maybe somehow
Everyone would be happier
And living would be so much grander.
Truly I am blessed that I
Have learned to finally listen to my cry
It might’ve taken years till I finally
Start to see the light and be
The person I really am—with no restraints
The life I want to have, my heart paints
For words aren’t enough when I write
To describe the life that now feels so right.
How I want to be the best that I can be
How I love to live so very free…
To find meaning and purpose through authenticity…
Theres nothing else that I could ever ask for
I got everything when I found the real me.
Sunday, January 22, 2012 5:00 AM